Julian a lonely boy who thinks and feels too much. Broken by the burden of life which is slowly tearing him apart. Facing his problems while struggling to figure out his place in the world. His thoughts against his will his heart against his mind. And then he meets Ethan who will upend his entire life. Will he be able to find what he was longing for or will reality crush his world? He s starting high school full of hopes and fears and some of them will be fulfilled. But he still doesn t know there s a looming moment at the end of his first year that will inevitably seal his fate. Perhaps he will get to know his world but will it last? It s his life and the love for Ethan will be essential at any cost.