An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin s USA Today and New York Times Bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han. If only I d told her that I loved her years ago then I wouldn t be here now. Finn has always loved Autumn. She s not just the girl next door or his mother s best friend s daughter she is his everything. But she s not his girlfriend. That s Sylvie and Finn would never hurt her so there s no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack Finn s best friend isn t so sure. He s seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny--but one doesn t always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love. Told through three different perspectives If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth tragedy and the unexpected bonds that heal us.