Description The book is a story of my childhood written in poems. I am an incest survivor. As a child I was forced to take part in many rituals as my family worshiped satan. Many times I thought I would be killed. I was also forced to abuse others. These poems were written over seven years as I learned these things about my family and myself as I learned the history that I was brought up to believe wasn t true. Instead of a perfect christian home I was abused and brought up to worship satan.